Thank you all so much for your support and advice. I'm definitely going to work on a better diet- when I was little, I think that my mom's stricter enforcement of her diabetic-diet probably helped me a lot. And it's so nice to know that people seem to know exactly what I'm going through, even with my description not nearly encompassing everything. (I figured I'd written enough already) But, yeah, that obsessiveness thing is totally an issue- as well as the dolls, one of my problems is that I've been focusing so much on being angry at certain people in my life that I don't get stuff done, even though getting my work done is the way to beat that person. After my uncle sold my house, my family out here was totally nice and gave me a place to stay here, even though I hadn't seen my dad since I was about three, but it's just frustrating that we're so unfamiliar with each other.
Well, I'm going to sign off until I get at least one paper done... and then I totally will take a few of you up on your offers to talk, because I really need to find ways to deal with this besides drugs. Thanks!